Sometimes I feel like I’m dreaming. Cause when I wake up, things will not change much.
no one really tells us whats right and whats wrong. no one really has the right to do this or not do that. so it all boils down, really, to what you want. i guess thats not an easy question to answer anyway. cause what you want might change. be it because of circumstances or opportunities. and i have to understand that everyone wants different things.
suddenly i wonder, what am i doing with my life?
i tried so hard to throw all those away, but now i realise. its not abt forgetting but leaving it behind.
you think everythings my fault. its always my fault right. you scream, you shout, you swear. you blame me. okay, go ahead. i dont even feel like i owe you an explanation. you can go ahead and make your own assumptions. whatever you think is right. right now, i’m just gonna leave it all behind. it doesnt matter to me anymore. you can go ahead and say what you want and do what you want, it won’t affect me. just remember that, the future holds new promises and the past is just your stepping stones.
from strangers to good friends and back to strangers. goodbye
why is life just so unfair and unpredictable. do you think its better to know or not to know? because life would be so much easier if i didnt know. then i wouldnt have to bother abt all the other questions like “why?” and “how?”. and everything could be happy. why isit different?
Sometimes I just don’t know whether to say it or not, whether to show it or not.
